

and ive realized i know nothinAnd I've beenand ive realized i know nothin
trying
to create, build blocks, forge a foundation, merge what I have learned into what it does not apply, create, life, a new
And all this
trying
to make a difference doesn't mean shit, because in the grand scheme I don't mean shit
and everything I have taught myself, still means I am
worth nothing. I am trying to make a
change, a beginning to a
real life in the real world which seems to grand in scope, for me to ever understand, to quick for me to &nb


???Caught in a trap, daily cycles brought about by stagnancy and down moments, feel the desire to control, create havoc by my own destruction instead of a days motionless circles, walk towards a kitchen, or a hotel microwave, back to a couch???
or a dirty bed, back to the kitchen, there's nothing there for me and I am over whelmed, by a desire to create
but I have robbed myself of the materials, even if there sitting right in front of me, haven't written words in weeks now, no words un-induced for months and I'd like a cha


IIIt isn't always easy, to take the step, that voice in your head tells you to take, it's very quiet, and knows the answers, so if you be silent sometimes, take a second towards self reflection, and listen to the quieter then a whisper and make the hard steps, decisions leading you, to self-progression, regress, getting stuck by roadblocks popping up personal fear andII
I will take a second
from my addiction to condensed living and make my next run all that much better.


IIt amazes her how things never work out, according to plan.I
Filled her bad with twhat she thought she might need, and headed out, back to the old life, forgetting what she knew from the last time, leaving behind all she had accumulated leaving it with out much worry, remembering
the only thing to be happy, the clothes on my back, a new notebook will come, and I will be happy, just because I am me. Living life on the current, which runs through the omni present oceans of trancendental energy, tapping
Call us sometime <3
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Life is a bitch, but I think I fell inlove; smoking tha herb. (lolz)
What do you do when you're workin, come home, and I'm creepin' out the back door;
Pants on the floor and you're lookin' at her sayin' "Whatcha doin' that for?"
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Long days and pleasant nights
~jef
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Pretend I said something clever and profound
DID YOU KNOW THAT DELLISHIS WON D: IM SO HAPPPY D":
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Life is a bitch, but I think I fell inlove; smoking tha herb. (lolz)
What do you do when you're workin, come home, and I'm creepin' out the back door;
Pants on the floor and you're lookin' at her sayin' "Whatcha doin' that for?"
It's Miriam. I wanted to let you guys know that me and fish are going to be travelling through Florida in the next couple of weeks. You cancall us at 240-481-9392
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that path is for your steps alone
--
Life is a bitch, but I think I fell inlove; smoking tha herb. (lolz)
What do you do when you're workin, come home, and I'm creepin' out the back door;
Pants on the floor and you're lookin' at her sayin' "Whatcha doin' that for?"
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that path is for your steps alone
And I'm glad you guys got setteled in somewhere to stay
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Life is a bitch, but I think I fell inlove; smoking tha herb. (lolz)
What do you do when you're workin, come home, and I'm creepin' out the back door;
Pants on the floor and you're lookin' at her sayin' "Whatcha doin' that for?"
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Numba 2
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I lurve you guys. Tell Fish, 'Hey.' from Cliff and I.
MCL
Squeegy.
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Life is a bitch, but I think I fell inlove; smoking tha herb. (lolz)
What do you do when you're workin, come home, and I'm creepin' out the back door;
Pants on the floor and you're lookin' at her sayin' "Whatcha doin' that for?"
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